AND WHAT A SPRING IT HAS BEEN!!!

I'm not quite sure where to begin.  It has been too long since my last post, not

that I haven't considered a line or two now and then.  

On March 31, 2008, I lost my only sibling.  My brother Neil was found face

down on the floor of his apartment about two hours after his son and a friend

left him.  When my nephew left at about 9:30 p.m., Neil was fine.  Sometime 

between 11:30 and midnight the police called my nephew to tell him that

Neil had been found dead.

Neil's death is still under investigation.

It took some time to "deal" with this loss, we're still dealing with it

but the hurt is not as raw as it was a month ago.

My husband and I have been doing some revamping in the house.  So

far we have new flooring on the main level, the kitchen, living room,

bedroom and master bath.  I finally have the flooring I have always

wanted!  The old house is looking better, fresher and that old carpet

is out of my life!

On May 6, about 4:00 a.m., my beautiful mare Lady gave birth to a 

healthy black and white horse colt.  I have yet to fill out the registration 

papers but his name will be Tawodi's Spotted Alen Joe, or "AJ" for short.

He is wonderful!  I began working with him the day he was born and he 

pretty much thinks he's a big puppy.  He has this cute little red halter that

I have had on him several times, red is his color.  I just may have to keep

this one!

On April 19, (jumping around a bit) several of my Sundance family and friends

came to Southern IL to help set up a tipi in my back yard.  It took some

doing thanks to the rain and mud, but we got it up.  We had ceremony in the

tipi that evening and now I look forward to some of my Sundance family who will

return in a week or so to spend some time doing lodge and staying in the tipi

in preparation for Dance.

The Peace and Dignity Journeys will soon begin.  the Trail of Tears portion of the run will

begin in Red Clay, TN June 3.  I can't physically take part in this years run due to Sundance

but I hope that someday I will be able to run at least through KY, IL and MO.  The Peace and Dignity Journey will take place again in another four years...

I'm sure there is a lot more to be said but I believe it will have to wait for another post.

As always, Remember to 

  LIVE, LOVE AND LAUGH!!!

Peace and Dignity Journeys 2008

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I THINK Spring is here at last!!!

With Spring comes the reawakening of Mother Earth.  Green leaves and grass.

Dogwood and redbud blooms, tulip trees and flowering almond trees will once again

strut their stuff.  Baby birds and many other babies in the fields and forests.  

What a wonderful time this is.

This Spring is also time to plan for the Peace and Dignity Journeys 2008.  I personally

will be making plans and preparations for the Trail of Tears portion of the Peace and Dignity

Journey.  This past week we had two visitors from Arizona in Southern IL to see and help

lay the ground work for this years run.  Sue Senn, Cherokee, and Gustavo Gutierrez, Opata,

both of Arizona, traveled with me to (first) Cape Girardeau, MO to meet with Peace and Dignity Cherokee coordinators in that area.  Sue and Gustavo remained in MO overnight for another meeting, after visiting the Trail of Tears State Park.  

Wednesday morning I met Sue and Gustavo at the Jonesboro, IL Sundance Grounds.  While there we had a brief ceremony honoring the Sundance and Duke Big Feather Schallmo.  After a much needed stop in Jonesboro for breakfast, the three of us continued on through Anna, Vienna and Grantsburg in route to the Crabb-Abbott Farm, owned by Joe Crabb.  The Crabb-Abbott Farm was recently designated as a Historical Site in connection with the Trail of Tears. A portion of the farmland was actually a part of the Trail of Tears, the forced removal of the Cherokee from their homeland in the east to land beyond the Mississippi River, ultimately, Oklahoma.  Mr. Crabb talked with us and has agreed to allow some of the runners from the Peace and Dignity Journeys 2008 to visit this sacred site while in Southern IL this summer.

Thursday morning we got an early start on our way back through Vienna to Dixon Springs Park.  This is one of the areas the runners plan to camp while traveling the Trail of Tears this summer.  Both Sue and Gustavo agreed that the park was beautiful and would be a perfect rest stop for the men and women on this journey.  After leaving Dixon Springs we crossed IL Rt. 146 to Brownfield Road, traveling to the Trail of Tears Cemetery.  This cemetery has been marked as the resting place of many Cherokee who perished during the march.  As it turned out we spent quite a while at the cemetery, reading markers and saying prayers for all those who rest there.  

Our next stop was the Golconda Dairy Bar for a bite to eat for lunch and time to make a call to Momfeather Erickson at the Mantle Rock Welcome Center in Marion, KY.  Momfeather was wise and suggested that I should be sure the Cave-In-Rock Ferry was running before driving to the ramp.  I hadn't considered that the high water might be too high for the ferry to operate!  I made calls but could not get the information I needed, so we made a quick stop at a convenience/gas station just before the turn that will either take you to Cave-In-Rock or IL Rt.1.  Thank goodness for the friendly and informative local gentlemen who were a wealth of information!  "You'll have to take Rt.1, the ferry is closed."

The ferry would have been so much closer!  I'm not sure but I believe the Rt.1, Shawneetown bridge route, from Hardin County, is about 50 (+) miles out of the way.  It seemed more like a 100 miles farther, we made it in time however.  Momfeather met us downtown at the storefront/barbershop welcome center which is directly across from the courthouse.  Marion,KY is a beautiful small town with many warm, friendly people and the Mantle Rock

folks are at the top of that list.  We were taken to the Mantle Rock Center where we met with Momfeather, Stella and Momfeather's daughter Tina.  I felt as though I had known these women all my life and I know Sue and Gustavo felt likewise.  I so appreciate their warmth and hospitality and hope to visit there again very soon.

I had to leave by 2:30 in order to make the drive back to Marion, IL in time to get my work taken care of for the day.  Leaving Sue and Gustavo in the caring hands of the "Ladies of Mantle Rock" was more difficult than I had anticipated.  I have enjoyed our time together and have learned much about not only my own Cherokee people and their plight, but also that of many other indigenous nations throughout this hemisphere.  I am grateful for the three days I spent with my friends from Arizona.  God willing Sue and I will see each other this summer at Sundance and I look forward to that.  I hope I have the opportunity to once again see and speak with Gustavo, the kind, caring, soft-spoken wise man who was a stranger when he arrived at my house on Monday evening.  By Thursday, he was family.

Gustavo and Sue traveled on through KY to TN after we parted.  There is to be a meeting at Indian Mound, TN this evening.  Tomorrow the two of them will return to their homes and continue to plan for Peace and Dignity Journeys 2008.  Anyone in the Southern IL area who would like to support Peace and Dignity in some way or anyone who wishes to run along as PDJ 2008 passes through your community, please leave a comment to this post, including a way that I can get in touch with you and I will attempt to answer any questions you may have

concerning the run.

Wado

Robin

"Live, Love and Laugh!"

IS IT OVER YET?

Please, PLEASE tell me winter is finished!  

I love one (that's ONE) really nice, peaceful snowfall 

during the winter months.  I'm not at all crazy about 

ice and this multiple WINTER STORM WARNING

stuff simply stinks!  My mood and my skin really need 

to see spring.

AAAAAAHHHHHHH SPRING!  Green leaves and beautiful 

fragrant blooms.  Singing frogs and pools and puddles filled 

with tadpoles, baby birds, mushrooms.  Newborn foals!  Yes, 

we are expecting a new foal this spring and I can't wait to 

once again have a beautiful little spotted (it better be spotted) 

baby in the pasture.

One thing is absolutely certain, after a winter like this everyone 

should enjoy spring even more than usual!  I know I will.

So we'll hope spring is here at last, if it's still waiting around the 

corner just remember:

LIVE, LOVE, and LAUGH!!!

Let There Be LIGHT! And HEAT! And HOT Showers!!!

First of all, I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to Southeastern Illinois Electric for getting our electricity back up and running.  WOW!  Was it COLD in my house without power!  I have always been perfectly happy with an "all electric" home, until experiencing 74.5 hours, in mid-February, without heat. 

I don't really consider myself a wimp, or a "girly" girl, actually I know I'm a bit of a "tom-boy" .  After all I spend nine days living in a tent with no running water or electricity at Sundance each summer.  Then I spend another nine days, the end of July, riding horses and sleeping in the non electrified dressing room of my horse trailer.  I always manage just fine during these times.  However doing without heat in mid-February is a completely different situation!

I can pretty much say, with complete confidence, that next winter we will have not only a power generator but a gas fireplace as well!  Live and learn.  Regardless, I am so, so happy to have heat again!  It's nice to also have television, internet and hot water.

We are so spoiled!

Oh well!  Live, Love and Laugh!

BRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

It's MISERABLE at my house!

As of right now we have been without (WITHOUT!) power for 31.5 hours. My house is almost as cold inside as the temperature outside. Did I mention our house is all electric?

So, how am I posting this on the computer without electricity? I braved the frozen, ice covered roads from my house to my daughters place, which is about 22 miles from me.
I made the drive just fine and her house is WARM!!! I'm getting to drink fresh, HOT, coffee! I'm going to take a nice HOT shower!!! Then I will have to return home to the frozen tundra of the Roberts' Ranch!

Many of our neighbors are also without power and I hope and pray they either have someplace warm to visit or the funds available to rent a room. The weather man says we may get more cold winter stuff this weekend, I hope he is wrong.

So I'll remind all of you, as I try to remind myself, to "LIVE, LOVE and LAUGH"!

Winter Wonderland

I have come to the conclusion that I, as I get older, should take up residence in a state with a much warmer year round climate. Still I have to admit that there is something so beautiful and peaceful about newly fallen snow. It's just that darn cold wind that makes my bones hurt!

I even like to go out and "play" in the snow with my dogs and, if they are out of school, my grandkids. Providing I can get on enough warm clothes and still move, I even like to go for a short horseback ride in the snow. I am however learning that it is just easier and much more comfortable to just bundle up and take a quick trip around the yard to snap a picture or two, then hurry back inside to a nice warm cup of green tea.

And then, there is Spot! Spot never seems to get cold when it comes to playing in the snow. When I decide I've had enough fun in the frigid air and re-enter the warmth of my house, closing the door in his face, Spot sits at the patio door, tilts his head to one side and stares at me through the glass. I imagine he will weigh 75 pounds by spring due to all the chew bones that head tilt earns him! He is just so darn cute!

This week the snow is all gone, we even had thunderstorms earlier this week. It's difficult to adjust to the weather since it's colder than a brass monkey one day and the next the temperature is in the 50's! It's a little strange when you are ducking for cover in early February because the tornado sirens are sounding. If the weather is so unstable in February, what is March going to bring? Snow? Thunderstorms and high winds? Gentle rain???

Oh! I AM so looking forward to SPRING!

Groundhogs?!?!?!?

Can furry little critters really forecast the weather?

Let's see.

When it's going to rain, my knees and hands hurt and if it's really going to be a major storm system my head threatens to
explode. When the barometer drops, the horses and cattle lay down. If the wind is out of the west and it is blowing cold or rain or snow, my girls (horses) will have their rumps pointed in that direction. When the weatherman says we're going to have two or more inches of snow, the local Kroger parking lot is completely full and you can't get your cart through the aisles.

All indicators of the weather?

Now I am pretty certain all animals who live above ground are directly affected by the weather, hot or cold, and all the changes
it can bring. But seriously, can a furry little fella who burrows underground for a long winters nap, be awakened by some big burly, parka wearing guy, yanked out of his warm, comfy winters nest and expected to know how many more weeks of winter we will have? And just because they are going to have six more weeks in PA, does that naturally mean we will have the same here in SOUTHERN IL???

I think they need to leave poor little Pux_______ (can't possibly spell his name) Phil alone and just wait a few weeks to see what Mother Nature has in store. I mean does it really matter what the large rodent thinks? And who speaks groundhog, after all?
I think I would rather just wait, take one winter day at a time, and not have to think about six more weeks of cold.

Just my opinion, and just another reason to ALWAYS REMEMBER to

LIVE, LOVE, and LAUGH!

Peace and Dignity Journeys 2008/Trail of Tears

Every four years something very important takes place throughout North, Central and South America. I'm not speaking of Leap Year, I'm talking about the Peace and Dignity Journeys. This endeavor began back in 1992 and continues every four years with the cooperation, love and fortitude of many, many people throughout the north and south. This journey is about honoring the People, land and places important to all People of the Americas.

There are different branches or "routes" that will take place but the one that will be "close to home" here in Southern IL, is the Trail of Tears route. Runners will come from NC/TN through KY and into Southern IL on the ferry at Cave In Rock, after spending a couple of nights at Mantle Rock in Marion, KY. The route will follow IL Route #146 through Hardin, Pope , Johnson and Union Counties where the participants will spend a few days in the Anna Jonesboro area at the Two Feathers Sundance encampment. When the Sundance is over the runners will proceed on to MO and continue on to Tahlequah, OK.

As the coordinator for the area from Mantle Rock to Anna-Jonesboro, I hope to get many local people interested in the Peace and Dignity Journeys 2008. I have included a link to the PDJ website for general information (see column to right>>>). Anyone who would like to contact me for more information specifically about the Trail of Tears Route, please leave a comment here or send an email to :
spottedhawk@CherokeeNation.zzn.com

2008

Well, it's 2008. Another Christmas has come and gone, another New Year is here.

What can I say...
The candidates (presidential) are on a roll and I'm already sick of all of them.
My husband has been right here, with me 24/7 for two (+) months. I am not
looking forward to retirement. I certainly hope and pray this new year will have
a lot more to offer in the way of work for hubby.
I am looking forward to spring time when we should have a new foal, that will
be exciting! Of course I look forward to spring for many reasons, warmth, new
growth, horseback riding and lots of green, green, green!

What can I say?
I can say that tomorrow is a new day in this NEW YEAR and I'll be happy to see
that NEW DAY. I am happy, and thankful for each new day I'm blessed with.

And so I once again remind all of you, as well as myself, to LIVE, LOVE and LAUGH.
As much and as often as you possibly can.

Christmas is almost here!

I'm having a little trouble getting in the Christmas spirit.
I think I need help.
Usually I can count on my grandkids to help me get excited, or at least
"wrapped up" in looking forward to the holidays, unfortunately, this year
two of the grandkids are going to need help. My four year old grandson
and ten year old granddaughter lost their paternal grandfather last Sunday
morning. The four year old really does not understand what is going on,
although he was upset that "Papaw" was going to be buried "in the ground",
he still does not understand. Our granddaughter is crushed. It is so hard to see
the pain on her beautiful little face and the tears, that is really tough. My heart
aches for the two of them as well as my son-in-law and the rest of his family.
There really is nothing one can say that will help at such a time. I've been
through the loss of loved ones and I know people mean well and want so
desperately to help, to somehow take a little bit of the pain away. Words can't
do it. Only time and the love of others will help lessen the pain. The only
thing I can tell my grandchildren when they ask me "WHY?" did Papaw have
to die, or when they say "I just can't believe I'll never see him again", is to
remind them that he is always with them and that they always carry him
in their hearts.

My beloved paternal grandfather passed over 25 years ago last Monday.
So I understand that Christmas will never again be quite the same for
those who lost their loved one(s) this season. We tell ourselves "life goes on",
and it does of course, as is God's will. Through love, and yes, loss of loved
ones, we grow and even gain strength. Life changes and it changes us, this
we can be sure of. We feel the pain of loss, our own and that of our loved ones.
Through this we can gain strength and sense of purpose, and maybe, if we
pay really close attention to the lessons God has for us, we learn something
new about ourselves and what we are made of. So, keep your eyes, ears, and
heart open to the lessons, even the ones that are at first a little painful!

So to sum up my Christmas post, because I probably won't get the chance to
post again till after Christmas, MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY HOLIDAYS, however
you celebrate the season I hope it's a good one. Even if you are having a little
trouble getting in the groove...just try to "LIVE, LOVE and LAUGH!!!". Things will
get better.